so i finally showed up to all of my leagues...pardon the pun...but i have been averaging out 20-30 pins below my actual average..it was getting so frustrating...i seriously was wanting to drop my leauges....but ty God that i didnt...i am now averaging 20-30 over...yayyy...i knew i was capable of it...just for some reason was making silly little mistakes when it came to my release..and sometimes even my approach....now the only thing im worried about, is that my average is going to keep jumping up...and i wont be able to carry it...oh well....oh yeah..and i have decided to give states a try....that ought to be exciting...lol...muahhz

I am not doing so hot this season.  I ended up picking up another league, outside of the three that I am already on.  What can I say, I love bowling, and I figure, practice is great. LOL.  Only one problem.  I cannot figure out what is goin on with my ball. When I got my new ball, they drilled a pinky hole on my ball, to keep me from coming over the top.  So now my issue is that.  I had no issues with it, until here recently.  My pinky is so sore, and looks like there is a blister of some sort being created, which makes it hard to bowl.  So I started bowling without my pinky again.  Now I don't have so much control.  Irritates me. Grrr!! Now my ball is tearing up my other fingers, which I suppose is my fault, because for some reason I feel like I need to grip my ball harder.  Bowling is such a technical game, and I may over think things sometimes.  I carry a 140-150 average, and am barely breaking 100:((  A lot of people say I have perfect form, and perfect approach, but after I swing my arm back, once I get it back to my hip, my hand turns and of course comes back over the top of my ball.  The problem is, I cannot correct it, if I don't feel it.  I even do the hand shake technique, and still can't tell that I am doing anything wrong.  I don't get it!!!